Ameera 22 Medical Student

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a hello that ends with a hello.

Latest Compilation Of -- You.

Low Roar. I'm that depressed.

15 Things I've Learn From Life (There's more, I'm ...

Lucid Dreaming --

You don't know how lucky you are - Keaton Henson

Compilation Of -- You, Actually.

I am never good at meeting new people and making friends. I would always have a bad impression about other people and they would have a bad impression of me. But the thing is, everyone that I used to have a bad impression about turns out to be someone that is so important in my life; a person that I used to have a good impression of then turns out that we have nothing in common and it'll be good if we just remain as acquaintance.

We build our friendship from the core, we've been through so much to get here. We don't cling onto each other, we let each other breath; that is why we lasted for 5 years++ and hopefully there will be more joyful years in front of us. We fought; a lot during the early days, couldn't made it a week without ignoring each other, making one of us felt bad, making the others choose side. We've been through the same shit for a year until we finally become more mature and stop acting and fighting like kids. When we were fourteen, we were seven, then we were six and crumbling; a new day with a new reason to argue. When we became fifteen and working for PMR, it drew us closer. We were seven yet again. We helped each other, we never did ever fought again.Each of us have our own target,we did good,we excel together,we've made it. 

We were sixteen, and we were five plus two. Five remained here with two going to boarding school. I'd be lying if I said that I don't miss the good and bad times we had when we actually together, I was afraid the distance would drifted us apart; miraculously it didn't even put a barrier between us, we remained five plus two never forgetting, never actually leaves. We'd talked on phones, made sure to see each other during the school holidays and still manage to celebrate Eid ul Fitri together. Five of us having the most traumatic years of our life but, we were there to pick each others up. We crumbled a little, we were learning more about life, we learned about depression most of the time, gone through hell (going back and forward from hell to be more exact) made it through the year with bruises and broken hearts. I may seem like I am exaggerating but I have no idea how to describe how awful was 2013 to us. Our grades were failing, our time was wasted, our memories are ruined by inconsiderate people; making us heartless and ruthless as day goes by. 2013 was suppose to be a good year, filled with experience and never forgetting memories, and alas ruined by people.

We were seventeen, and trust me we have never been so close, we have never shielded our self more than we ever did, we couldn't care less about what other people are doing, we only need each other. I am glad we did that, sometimes we would cut school together, made time to just study at home. High school has become a shitty place for us five, we can only hope it doesn't get any worse than that. 2013 & 2014 made me realize that other people except these five were never my friend. They never cared; why should I? Five of us manage to had fun, hanging out at my house, studied for a couple hours before gossiping in the kitchen, cooking our own food, do some psycho/horror movie marathon; SAW I to VIII, The Purge I & II, Sinister, The Conjuring and so so much more. We did had fun didn't we, Assilla, Aisyah, Qama, Devita & Afiqah? Did you guys ever had any regrets? Because I never will.

SPM ended-- we are seven. Talked more and more, cherishing the moments that we had left, still seeing each other, played UNO at my house; remember when we all put each addition card ranging from 3 to 4, and a lot of it and who was the unlucky one having to add onto those cards? Devita--

Played monopoly next; the game is monopoly and I should (of course) be heartless and started to monopoly everything. Assilla bought the most expensive district of all, but I put a hazard on it making it worthless every time I walked on it. She (indeed) was furious, paid $500 to remove the hazard when a second later I put another hazard on it. It was the day our 5 years of friendship almost ended, because of, monopoly. Don't ever play monopoly with your best friend, this is indeed a warning. (and for the record she said I was 'kawan makan kawan' hahaha). Devita, was the type that wouldn't buy any district. (what's the point of everything???) Fatin would love to be the banker, her stress level would maintain, a wise choice. Farah was neutral just like I am. Aisyah and I would always negotiate with each other, allowing each other have what we wanted, making and building skyscrappers along the way.



The last time we were together, we played a little GTA challenge (which was a hella fun)

1. Get 6 stars and survive for 5 minutes.
2. Do a stunt on a skyscrapper
3. Get into the statue of liberty
4. Kill everyone in a cafe
5. Rob someone who just draw money from the bank
6. Do a car explosion chain
& and so much more.