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Saturday, November 4, 2017 • November 04, 2017 • 0 comments 
May peace be upon you.
20 years, and I could say, I love my life, each crescendo and decrescendo. For all the things I've said and done that leads me here in this very spot, with this great amount of air cruising through my mouth in day nor night as I am awake, as well as breathless and sleepless nights. It was never easy to lead this life and I'm not the kind who knows how to cheer my own self to be as positive as human could be. God knows I have no idea it would be this hard and harsh but I'm breathing, I'm standing and that is more than enough.
My insecurities, my issues, my constantly sick body are my ego. I dislike admitting that I'm here in rock bottom. And for all that and more, I wished someone would understand. And be kind.
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